NATALIE IN THE WORLD
UPDATED
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10/04/05

CARRIE LEFT THIS WORLD AND NATALIE TOO BECAME  AN AMPUTATED MOTHER ....

Carrie Ann Smith (2005-10-02)
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Carrie Ann Smith,27, of 424 Kendora Ct., Girard, died at home Sunday, October 2, surrounded by family. Born in Erie, August 17, 1978, she was the daughter of John Smith of Girard and Natalie Wolf Smith Blakeslee of Girard. She was a 1997 graduate of McDowell High School, and later studied Cosmetology. She was an assistant at the Barber Center and enjoyed camping, dancing and ATV riding. She was preceded in death by her maternal grandfather, Chester A. Wolf, her paternal grandparents, John and Audrey Smith and an uncle Terry Smith. In addition to her parents she is survived by a daughter, Morgan Parrett, two sisters, Ashley Twaroski, of Erie, and Alexa Blakeslee, of Girard, her maternal grandmother, Eileen Agostini, husband John, of Erie, fiancé, Rick Parrett, of Girard, and several aunts, uncles and cousins. Memorials suggested to the family in care of the funeral home. http://www.bruggerfuneralhomes.com/obituaries.php

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 HER FAMILIY.

Nataliemedium@adelphia.net 

FIRST INTERNATIONAL CHAT WITH NATALIE 10/16/04

On Oct., 15, Nat did a special chatroom only for Italians and the results were, as usual, astonishing! Unluckily only two friends and I were able to take part, Tilda  and Tiziana. 
No matter if the chat had been set for Italians, we were able to speak in English very well, so I didn't spend time to translate. On the bottom you can click on  the link  Nat put to the chat-log, but firstly I must say thanks to Nat for having helped two grieving mothers and also myself: both Nick and Mom peeped for a short salutation! 
Last. but not least, the day after, Tilda got a verification about a detail that didn't match during the session: Nat "saw" her living mother wearing a pink/peach scarf. Here is her message:

Dear Natalie and Claudio, thank you again for yesterday great chat (and thanks also to Nick and to our dear relatives).  Today I have asked my mother if she has weared a pink or peach dress, lately. She answered no, then I realized that she was wearing a tissue around her neck that was beige, pink, peach.... I have asked her how long has she been wearing it and she  answered "for many weeks!" (Gosh, I didn't notice it!). 
She had it on some days ago when she had  dinner with friends. 
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as well as Nat said during the chat!  -Webmaster's remark-]

Love and Light to you all,
Antonella (Tilda)

HERE IS THE LOG

 

Messages from Jacquie

Written By Sharon Mortz with permission of Sharon Mortz A bereaved Moms Story of Loss and the Love that continues after Death and her communication with he daughter and messages from her. - Love and Light Natalie    

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Jacquie, my daughter, died on 9/30/01 at the age of 27, and as I face life without Jacquie I look for signs and messages from her. I search for normalcy. I ask God if this is a punishment or a lesson. I ask Jacquie to contact me. I try to quell the panic. I try to honor Jacquie and her artwork. I ask God why. I pray that Jacquie is ok and is with God. I ask for forgiveness for anything that I have done and I apologize to Jacquie for any petty criticism or mother/daughter argument or times when I said "no." I am trying to get comfortable with the inevitability of death while searching for joy and the certainty that there is more after this, that I will see Jacquie and that God has a plan for me and my daughter. Why did she go before me? I try to balance my spiritual life and search for God with my secular life and seek peace and purpose. I question this writing. Does it have value? Is it my purpose. Will it help another parent?

This is a condensation of my most memorable contact with Jacquie without regard to dates, circumstances or chronology so they are different events on different days and may appear disjointed - actually they are disjointed. I have reconstructed highlights of readings with two different mediums (Natalie and Ocallah) and included my own experiences that I believe go beyond coincidence - I believe Jacquie is contacting me. As I seek meaning and answers and my philosophy and religious beliefs gel, I chronicle this contact in the hope that I can offer comfort and hope to other parents who have lost children.

My daughter contacted me the first time via the phone. This was an instrument that she used frequently and productively while here on earth but I was shocked when I realized that her skill extended into the next life. A couple of weeks after her departure, my friend Joe, a hypnotist, made a house call to hypnotize me in an attempt to help me deal with my grief. I was to learn a couple of weeks later that Jacquie had contacted me that evening. During the hypnosis session, I turned off the phone ringer so that one could only hear the click each time the answering machine picked up another in-coming call. I had about 12 calls that night during the one-hour session (an unusually high number) and only one caller left a message -- my friend Mary. After Joe left, I returned her call and Mary said that she had called only once. The identical scenario occurred to Brad (Jacquie's boyfriend) and JJ (her best friend). A few days after her departure, Brad was cleaning Jacquie's room while I went to the airport to pick up my brothers and sisters arriving for the funeral. Brad had spent considerable time with Jacquie at our house and now kindly he was helping me clean up and get things together. During the time that I was at the airport Brad received about 12 calls again with no answer when he picked up the receiver. Eventually suspecting that it might be Jacquie, he spoke her name into the receiver letting her know that he was receptive. Again, on the morning of the funeral, JJ received about 12 calls at home as he prepared for the funeral and again there was no response when he answered the phone. He too believed there was a possibility that it was Jacquie and whispered into the phone "Jacquie, I love you." It was not until we later compared notes that we started to wonder if Jacquie was using the phone to contact us. We three were closest to her and maybe she wanted to let us know that she was still with us that first week that she left this physical earth.

On January 9, 2002, my birthday, I attended services at the Church of Spiritualism with three of Jacquie's friends (including JJ) and Jacquie contacted me. My attendance was no small feat as I had a healthy respect for the supernatural and was filled with trepidation at the prospect of contacting Jacquie through a medium Would I see her? Would the sky open up? Would the earth shake? No. I'm afraid that's only in the movies. But this was my birthday and, although I remained ready to bolt out of the church door, Jacquie and I always made a big deal of our birthdays and I felt this might be a time that Jacquie would contact me if I had enough guts to get to the Church. So I took Jacquie's friends for reinforcement. The service consisted of a healing ceremony and then mediums offer readings to all church attendees. The medium calls on an attendee and requests that he/she say something - usually just "hello." I was chosen second and after I choked out "Hello" to the medium, Marie said, "There is someone here named 'Jack'." Now most people would agree that this goes beyond coincidence. Can you imagine my gratitude, grief shock, joy, and fear? I squeezed JJ's hand so hard that I may have fractured it- I had always called Jacquie, Jack. In her message, Jacquie instructed me to stop "spinning my wheels." She acknowledged that I had been praying lately for other people and that I had gifts. I was grateful that she heard me pray and that we still had a connection and that on some level we could still communicate though, believe me, I still craved her physical presence. At the end she said, "You are beautiful." I cried, giving thanks for what I considered confirmation that she was watching and that the previous contact that I had experienced was real and not my wishful thinking.

On April 14, my mood was melancholy and I implored Jacquie to contact me. I prepared for church hesitatingly as I really did not want to go but something told me I should. So, at the last minute, I rushed out the door, wet-haired, and as I walked up the hill toward church, two young females walked past me engaged in conversation. As they passed me, I heard one young woman say loud and clear with her head toward me, "Mom, I love you." I spun my head around, nearly suffering whiplash in an attempt to get a better look at them. I knew that it was a message from Jacquie. As I contemplated the message the next day, I was more convinced and warmed by the knowledge that Jacquie had conveyed another message and told me she loved me. I was so grateful.

On Mother's Day 2003 I went to Sedona, Arizona with my son, Kyle, his wife Missi and Mason, my grandson to visit Kristi, Missi's mom. Knowing the spiritual nature of Sedona, I approached the trip with a great deal of expectation, hoping that the heavens would open up and herald Jacquie. After my return home I had another reading and the details of my trip tumbled out of Natalie like a juggernaut. Natalie reported that we went from brilliant sun to a dark shop and I had purchased an angel. Jacquie said "I like the angel." I was ecstatic that Jacquie had apparently watched when I had purchased an amethyst angel in her honor. She also said that we traveled on a windy road and that someone had warned the driver about speeding. That was Missy warning Kyle to slow down. She specifically said, "Slow down -- remember who's in the car." Jacquie was unquestionably with us.

At the two-year anniversary of Jacquie's entry into the next world, I had another eerie occurrence. I received a message on my answering machine, which is clearly a female voice saying "Mommy" There is some background static but the word "Mommy" is clear. I listened to the message many times and played it for any guests I had during the two months that I saved it. The message was received a couple of days after 9/3/03 and ironically, I inadvertently erased the message on her birthday. JJ told me that he and Jacquie had numerous conversations on this very subject -- afterlife communication. She believed that the phone was a frequently used tool for spirits to connect with people on earth. She was a great believer in contact - she watched John Edwards' "Crossing Over" on TV and she would often call me into her room to point out a particular segment of his show.

Another inexplicable occurrence surrounded my locket. My boss said it was "spiritual" when I showed her! Jacquie has a heart shaped locket that I now wear. I have put a picture of Kyle, my son, and Jacquie inside either half of the heart of the locket and I wear it all of the time including in the shower. The picture of Kyle has absorbed so much moisture that it is totally obliterated and you cannot tell who the picture is or even that there is a picture there while Jacquie 's picture remains just as clear as the day I put it into the locket. I think this is the ultimate case of sibling rivalry! Jacquie is getting back at Kyle for all their disagreements and she is keeping her picture in focus. She'll show him. I have received some especially dramatic messages through readings with mediums that I encountered through reading "Love Never Dies" namely, Natalie and Ocallah. Natalie in particular has a special connection to Jacquie and has given me some very accurate and powerful readings. All the readings were via the phone. Below are highlights:

· Jacquie has referenced her artwork during readings with Natalie on numerous occasions. I am convinced she watches me and wants me to continue framing, exhibiting, and incorporating her artwork into calendars and cards and whatever other projects I endeavor. For instance, during one reading, Jacquie mentioned the water color rag doll. She had, in fact, painted a rag doll and just that week I had framed it. However I had botched the job by cutting the painting crookedly in an attempt to fit it into the too-small frame. I vowed never to trim another one of her paintings for any reason. In another reading she noted plaster recently falling off the wall -that was when I had removed her painting from the wall that I had attached with two sided tape which was so adherent that it pulled sections of the plaster off the wall. Natalie noted that I had many painting of Jacquie hanging on my bedroom wall. In fact "a whole wall was covered with Jacquie's self-portraits." Jacquie, according to Natalie, was amused. Natalie accurately described my desk, the three framed pictures of Jacquie, the red flowers located behind the three pictures, the crystal heart and the "tiny" picture of my niece on my "brown" desk.

  • "I have a reference to the car - it is ok", Natalie stated. I thought Natalie had lost her flair because I don't have a car. However, while perusing my notes after the reading, I realized that I had just joined City Car Share and had started practice driving. Jacquie was referring the City Car Share car and the considerable fear at my initial driving lessons with my friend, Janet. Jacquie wanted to assure me that it was ok to drive over 20 miles per hour. Another reading Natalie asked if I had asthma because she was receiving a message saying that I was having trouble breathing. I corroborated that I was having trouble breathing but it was panic attacks not asthma. Jacquie assured me that I would be ok.

· Natalie is skilled at deciphering messages revolving around numbers and dates In one of my first readings Natalie referred to Jacquie's crossing over date of Sept 3. During my last reading Natalie said, "First I must acknowledge 4. I also must acknowledge 22." I smiled -- that is my son's birthday.

  • Natalie has asked several times during my readings about the significance of the number 4. I pay particular attention to that number now but still haven't figured out why Jacquie chose that number to reference. My friend Hitomi lost her husband, Mario, on 2/7/03. Like me, Hitomi has received a variety of messages and we have spent numerous conversations discussing them but I'll leave the exact content of her messages for her story. Among the messages she has received are some which revolve around the number 1 -1:11 or 11:11. These messages range from glances at a digital clock at the time 1:11 or 11:11, mileage on her car, the microwave, or the copy machine at work in any combination of 1111. (I'll also leave the story behind the 1111 for Hitomi to tell). That entire week during lunch, e-mails and phone calls, Hitomi and I talked about contact with other side and the significance of numbers. During lunch with Hitomi that week she told me she would pray to Mario and ask him to ask Jacquie to contact me. Oddly, Hitomi has lately been bombarded by 4s in a similar manner. At the end of the day on Friday, she e-mailed me and told me that she glanced at the clock and it was 4:44 - she believed that Jacquie was saying "hi." I do not mean that Hitomi was sitting and staring for minutes watching the digital numbers click by but just glancing up to check the time. I tried to accept her explanation not giving it too much credence but trying to remain open because Hitomi is very spiritual and has received many messages. So, as you can see, all week our topic of conversation was the 4444.

  • I have the radio or TV on all night, every night. Since Jacquie's departure I cannot tolerate silence at all and leave something which makes noise on always. Also, by now you must have discerned that I am an early riser. Also, I have bought and read many books on the subject of spiritualism, crossing over, contacting those who have crossed over and they all 100% of the time recommend silent meditation and prayer as the best method of reaching loved ones who have crossed. Jacquie realized this was not going to happen because of my aversion to silence and used the vehicle that she know I would not miss - the radio. That next Saturday morning after a week of discussing 4s and contact, I was listening to John Rothman of KGO as I always do, when the radio host announced the time as 4:44:44. I leaped out of bed with amazement and joy. Jacquie had worked so hard to find a way to say "hi" using the vehicle - the radio - that she knew I would not miss, and a message that I could not mistake.

During a subsequent reading with Natalie, she asked who the "Mar" person is. As is often the case it didn't hit me until after the reading that she was referring to Mario, Hitomi's husband, who had told Jacquie to get in touch with me. Hitomi and I have not worked together for 3 years and after the death of my daughter and her husband we agree that this spiritual connection is the reason that we have stayed in touch when usually old coworkers promise to stay in touch but generally go off on their own separate ways.

I have received the 4 message a number of time and in various ways including via the radio. Remarkably, on 11/24/03 several months later, I was watching the clock a few minutes before 4:44, hoping for some sort of message but knowing it did not constitute contact if I just stared at the clock so I rolled over intent on just listening to the radio before it was time to get up when the announcer said it's 4:44. I felt that Jacquie was near and had said good morning.

I sometimes go several weeks without a message and whenever I think the 4:44 messages have ceased I receive another one. That's what happened on Saturday (11/30/03). I had returned home from Christmas shopping when my friend Janet called me on my cell phone. After hanging up, my phone message read "Last call @ 4:44." I knew it was Jacquie. I checked the time and it was 11:15. I believed she was pleased because I had stopped in a coffee shop to arrange an exhibit of her artwork. Natalie asked if I had received "Precious Moments" I told her, "No I had not received anything like that." (Natalie had to explain to me what they were: big-eyed Cherub/Angels often depicted in art, statutes and various trinkets.) "You will." Natalie said. June 13, I took groceries to Don (Jacquie's dad) and he gave me a sympathy card that he had been holding for eight months from a friend. On the front of the card was a "Precious Moments" angel/ cherub. I recalled Natalie's' words. Was that a precursor to the next day or reminder to pay attention? On June 14, as I dressed for work and picked up a pin to secure the scarf that I was wearing -- a pewter cherub angel that my friend Janet had give to me shortly after Jacquie crossed over. I had totally forgotten about this "precious moment!" I have two cherub angels which Jacquie had to point out to me.

· Natalie said that Jacquie was pointing out that the kitchen totally was different. I corroborated that I had remodeled the kitchen. I had spent 16 hours the day after Christmas putting down new black and white floor tile. Jacquie had watched.

· Natalie asked what I was mixing in my coffee cups. It sure wasn't coffee I was making. Was I craving hot chocolate? For several weeks I had been making various elixirs of hot water, teas and flower essences (inspired by Bach's "Flower Remedies" as another remedy for dealing with grief - I was trying anything). I had been brewing these concoctions in the coffee cups that I usually reserve for coffee and again Jacquie was watching this change in habit.

· Jacquie also noted that I was wearing one of her bracelets as a necklace and said that was ok. I was wearing a bracelet that Jacquie had made using turquoise and white beads spelling her name "Jacquie" but it was too small to go around my wrist so I made it into a necklace by adding another chain to it and wearing it around my neck.

At another subsequent reading, Natalie said that something was hanging which had Jacquie's name on it. Jacquie was watching that bracelet. I searched extensively for whatever was hanging but it was not until after the reading that I finally found it. I have a reading lamp by my bedside with a malleable neck where I hang all my necklaces after I take them off at the end of the day. I had probably 30 necklaces draped over the neck of the lamp but only one was unclasped and "hanging" and that was the "Jacquie" necklace/bracelet. Jacquie was keeping an eye on that bracelet

On Friday night May 31, (several days before my next reading with Natalie) JJ called me to tell me that something exciting had happened. JJ was Jacquie's best friend, as I previously stated, and since Jacquie died he has become my friend also. We talk endlessly about Jacquie and for me she lives on in his stories. Anyway, when he called me that Friday night, JJ told me that he thought he had received a message from Jacquie. You have to realize that JJ is not a spiritual person and does not believe in afterlife communication. He needs proof. He wants God to appear in the Heavens and shout "JJ" Anyway, he relayed to me that he had a dream in which the lamp beside his bed slowly tipped over as if in slow motion. He thought to himself in his dream, "that is Jacquie." When he woke, he disappointedly thought, "That was only a dream." Then he felt as if someone was squeezing him from inside and outside as if in a hug. This was a unique experience, and again, he was convinced that this was Jacquie. He and I were both elated at a new message. But that was not the end of it!

During a subsequent reading Natalie stated that I had been reading a plethora of books about spiritualism and after-life communication by such authors as John Edward, Sylvia Brown and James Van Praagh and they were located on a book shelf by my bed. She correctly listed all the author's names and the books' location. She said that I had a bookmark at page 101 in one of the books. After the reading, JJ and I went into my room to frenetically search my entire spiritual book collection (for they all had bookmarks - I was reading them all) in an effort to locate the book to which Natalie was referring. I looked at four or five books but could not find one with a bookmark at page 101. So disappointedly, JJ and I went to dinner at Steelheads. After dinner, when I returned home I was obsessed by the desire to locate the book that had the bookmark at 101. I picked up Embraced by the Light and the bookmark was at page 101. I freaked! I jumped up and down for joy. Jacquie was definitely watching me and sending a message to JJ and me. I called JJ explaining that book title was an exact translation of the message that Jacquie had conveyed to JJ a few days prior. She had embraced him by the light! It was a message and corroboration that we both frequently recall, discuss and treasure. JJ is now a former nonbeliever in communication with those who have crossed over though he, like me, need constant reminders of the power of the spirit world.

Ocallah is the other medium that I have consulted and I believe is a skilled medium but does not connect as well with Jacquie and Natalie does. In the middle of our second reading she asked "Do you know Natalie?" You could have knocked me over with a feather. I was shocked that Jacquie had so clearly stated her preference -- Natalie -- when communicating with me. I realized that different mediums have different connections and so did Jacquie.

  • Do you have rainbows in your house?" Ocallah inquired tentatively. Again I was floored. Yes, I do. Both Ocallah and Natalie have referenced the rainbows. I have crystals hanging in two windows in two separate rooms that face the afternoon sun and when the sun shines, vivid rainbows dance across both rooms. Jacquie not only enjoys the rainbows but has told two separate mediums.

Actually, when Jacquie was about 8 years old, way before I even considered looking for messages; she came home from school one day and told me that someone in school said she was not going to live long. I pooh-pooh that whole notion and I don't think either one of us thought about it in the ensuing 20 years. It popped into my head the night of her surgery and have come to believe that God had sent me a message 20 years ago which I ignored. Who knows how many other messages I have missed. I want to be sure I don't miss any more.

Thanks to these readings, some of my raw emotion has given way to hope and introspection and the belief that we are on a spiritual journey. We are here on earth to learn lessons and we are inextricably tied to certain souls. Pretty cliché, I know. My philosophy is still coalescing but I am sure that there is life after death and I believe that my daughter is watching over me. This helps me continue life, has made me realize that the most important lesson is love and connection and we stay connected into the next life. I know that when I go, I'll see her and until then I will be in touch with her.

Love and Light
Blessings too!
Natalie Smith-Blakeslee

Http://www.loveandlight.com

I can't add any remark 'cause I'm astonished! Another wonderful proof that Natalie is a very skilled Medium and hope it will help many people who don't believe in the Afterlife and/or think that the loss of a child is a punishment from God!

The Webmaster.

NAT CONTACTED MOM 20 DAYS AFTER HER TRANSITION!
(Sept 28-03)

Nat did a mini reading with Mom last Sunday and she got a precious validation from her. During last weeks of her illness, Mom complained with my brother and I (we're both Medicine Doctors) about her legs and hands that were too cold, especially legs. We both thought of a replica (metastases) on her vessels, but an ultrasound didn't show any. After her Transition, we all noticed that her limbs were hot again and this oddity lasted many hours. In her message Nat told us the following, astonishing words:

Claudio, It's Natalie.I hope this email finds you and your family well.

I am sorry this is so late. Hopeful you will see this before you leave for your office. Your Mother and Father are fine he greeted her as well as your son and daughter that have passed they send much love to you and everyone. Say hello to your brother Claudio Momma says. And no hard feelings she says! Nicola was happy to see his Grandmother but sad to know she is not with you no more. She says her hands were cold before she passed they are warm now in the light. She has seen GOD....Its beautiful there. Both her hands and feet were both cold But aren't anymore and everyone is there together. Are you about to take a Holiday or travel or something? Your Momma is talking about this as well. And she is Thanking me for talking with you!! She is a wonderful lady, wonderful!
Love and Light, Blessings too! Natalie
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Nat was able also to told us another correct info: during last days, Fran and I planned a little vacation to meet our daughter Lydia who lives in Bologna! I'm more than astonished by her words!

Webmaster

NEW READING BY E-MAIL!

Once again Nat was able to do a reading by e-mail, in spite of skeptics who claim that Mediums do "cold readings" asking questions and looking for people's behaviour during the sitting. "A." is a 5 y.o. little girl, she crossed over by a car accident in a foreign Country, her PUBBLICATA CON IL CONSENSO DEI GENITORImaternal Grandmother too died and her aunt, who requested the reading, was serously injuried. Nat told them a lot of correct information and "A."'s parents validated more than the 90% of her statements, another proof that she's a very talented and honest Medium.
Here are her messages and my replies to Nat, (in green color, yellow is for non verifiable statements), enjoy!

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MORE ADDED ON OCT. 31-01

NAT!!!

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OU HIT ALL THE MARKS! "F." WAS CRYING WHEN I PHONED HER ONE HOUR AGO ( WE CHATTED FOR 1 HOUR AT LEAST!)
HERE ARE YOUR STATEMENTS AND HER VALIDATIONS:

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(Blue: Nat - Green: Claudio)

I ask her :Do you miss them ? The Family Mom and Dad?
Alice : yes Yes I know Momma misses me . She says she now speaks better English and better Italian.

HER MUM IS NOT ITALIAN!
She says she misses like it was when she was there and sees everyone so sad .
But she comes to see them and leaves messages with the phone too! She does like candy.

"A." DID ADC's BY PHONE AND USING CANDIES!
ADC, Yes she has she uses the clocks, she is around me now a little red orb I see it now
She likes to talk with the phone she did when she was little and a toy that winds up has gone off she tells me
Momma just isn't sure she says to me if this is me doing this .
Please she ask me to tell them that she loves them and that she talk to them and will talk if they use the recorder (EVP)

THEY WERE GOIN' TO DO THIS (EVP's)! Two of her toys winding up had been seen by her Auntb and Mum, but they didn't believe it was a sign.
She likes to do pictures and draws as does your daughter Claudio, Nick too!
She likes spending time with an aunt that has passed on But I feel like this aunt may not be Blood to her like an aunt Ok?
Make any sense?

SHE LOVED A LOT HER AUNT "F." here, NO WONDER IF ALSO THERE SHE SPENDS HER TIME WITH ANOTHER ONE.
She is with a Grandmomma as she calls her
and a gentleman a friend of the family who had a heart attack. again I say Like in the family but not blood family
Make any sense?

A FRIEND OF THEM DIED BY H.ATTACK! HE WAS VERY CLOSE TO ALICE! HER GRANDMOTHER DIED WITH HER IN THE SAME INCIDENT TOO.
Claudio she is always with them!!!
She says tell them
PLEASE, TELL them that they do NOT think I am there BUT I AM, I AM still ALIVE on the other side she says .
She tells me about a lot of Blue there.

SURE, THEY LIVE IN A TOWN CLOSE TO THE SEA, BETTER TO SAY "IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SEA", CAUSE IT IS A NARROW STRIP OF GROUND THAT LINKS THE ITALY TO AN ISLAND .
Having coffee with Momma she said .

HER MUM IS UP AT 5:30 AM EVERYDAY AND NOW SHE LIKES COFFEE!
Talks about a Sibling and say "Love you "

HER MOTHER HAD A MISCARRIAGE, A GIRL WHEN SHE WAS 6 MONTHS PREGNANT
She says her Illness is all gone now and that she helps your son to help others on the other side . Right now she is talking about that it was hard to breath at the end for her, make any sense?
Nick says No worry Papa I show them all the way
He helped her to pass.
Did she have trouble with heart area and it gave it ?
She couldn't fight anymore she says .

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A." DIED BY A CAR ACCIDENT. HER CHEST WAS CRUSHED AND CROSSED OVER AFTER A FEW MINUTES. UNLUCKILY WAS HER MOM THE DRIVER.....

She is ok and is with a Dog that has passed on she is with your daughter too Claudio and with a young person you dont know yet ( her family) that has passed .

SHE LOVED A LOT THIS MAN WHO DIED BEFORE HER
Your Daughter Claudio is there with her she likes to talk and take care of the kids. Did you know this ?
Does Mom and dad she says still have my Picture I made she says I see it hanging Ok?

SURE, HER DAD HAS A DRAWING OF HER HANGING ON IN HIS SHOP!

She talks about a split that happened in the family ( divorce ) within the family.

CORRECT! THEY DIVORCED ONE YEAR AGO

She is with her dog too!

SHE LOVES A LOT A DOG (IT WAS HER UNCLE's DOG) THAT WAS KILLED BY A CAR A COUPLE OF MONTHS BEFORE "A.'s" TRANSITION
She loves Birds and dogs tell Momma to watch for the birds to fly near by, Ok?

SURE! HER PEOPLE SAY THAT SAINTS USE BIRDS TO COMMUNICATE WITH US!
That is her she says:
There is always LOVE she says NOT death .
I am still with you and Grandmother that is still here Ok?
YES, SHE HAS A PATERNAL GRANDMOTHER HERE.
Is someone to have surgery in the family soon ???
She talk about this
ALL will be ok though!!!
S
URE! THEY KNEW TODAY THAT A RELATIVE NEEDS SURGERY, IT SEEMS TO BE A BENIGNANT TUMOUR (LYPOMA=FAT TUMOUR) BUT THE DOCTORS WANT TO PUT THE MASS AWAY SOON 'CAUSE IT'S GROWING VERY FAST

She likes that her friend has a toy like hers she says
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F." WILL ASK "A.'s"' BEST FRIEND IF SHE GOT THE SAME TOY THEY USED TO SHARE.
Tell papa OK!!! I hear him Ok?
HER PAPA WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE A MESSAGE ONLY FOR HIMSELF, HE LOVED HER A LOT AND THERE WAS A VERY CLOSE BOUND BETWEEN THEM.


She likes the angel too!
Does this make any sense?

She says to thank them for the candle that was lit.
And all the LOVE and prayers .

Her friends say prayers too!
and someone lays the flowers down .

SURE!!!!!!!!!!!! "F." PUT A LITTLE ANGEL ON "A."'S GRAVESTONE YESTERDAY! MORE HER LITTLE FRIENDS AT SCHOOL SAID PRAYERS FOR HER IN THE VERY DAY OF HER EARTHLY B-DAY AND "SOMEONE" (THEY DON'T KNOW WHO) PUT ALSO FLOWERS!

Please ask papa why he always looks at his watch?
Ok?
This is his way of knowing she is with him and to look for the coins too! She is there and sends Hug and Kiss to she says Always he picks me up and gives me a hug ( when she was here.)

Please let me know if I hit the mark on this as well.

NATALIE
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"A."'s dad looks at the watch in the nightstand And AT THE SAME TIME at "A."'s picture which is close to it: YOU HIT THE MARK TWICE !!!!

Natalie, WE ARE FULL OF JOY AND SAY "THANKS, THANKS, THANKS" TO YOU, YOUR HELP IS MUCH APPRECIATED, YOU GAVE BACK THE SMILE TO A WHOLE FAMILY THAT WAS IN DEEP GRIEF, THANKS ALSO FROM MYSELF AND TELL NICK THAT HE'S DOING A SUPERB JOB THERE, I'M PROUD OF HIM AND ALSO OF HIS NEW FRIENDS!

Alice's aunt and her parents send thanks to Nat and gave me their authorization to publish her picture and the whole reading.

( NEWS OF THE DAY
AN INTERVIEW TO NATALIE ON THE ITALIAN MAGAZINE "GIOIA"
DOES SOMEONE LOVE US UP THERE?
By: Manuela Pompas-Medium and Psychic Researcher

(Taken from "Gioia" #25 Rusconi Editor)
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She's tiny, her face is pale, standing erect on the stage, Natalie asks for silence to the public. She focuses on and looks in front of people, as if searching for someone. Then she points to a lady."I see that you lost your mother, recently", she says.
Yes, she's correct, the lady among the public nods. "She was a fat lady, suffering from her legs and back", Natalie affirms. The lady among the public nods again. "She's always close to you -she continues- and says that you're having judicial troubles, that will be settled during three months".
Natalie then turns to another woman:"I see a boy near to you who made his Transition by a car accident: he's your grandchild".

- Another confirmation -
"He was open and generous and also in the Afterlife he chose to aid people who need comfort and help".NAT: "OHHHH! HER ENGLISH IS SOOO GOOD!

A tunnel of Light
"When I was young - Natalie says- I saw people and faces of people around myself, but I was not aware them were dead persons. Sometimes I dreamt future events that really happened after a few. In the 1989 I became ill and went into a coma: in this state I saw myself out of my body and entered the famous tunnel, behind of it I saw a wonderful, loving, bright Light full of Love. There I was at home and I didn't want to go back, but my Grandma (whom I saw close to me) told me that I had to go back, I had a purpose to fulfil. Because of this, after my recovery, I accepted my Mediumship. Now I see the Entities as well as diaphanous persons, without a body. They give me information that I don't know and only their relatives can confirm.
I know that in the Afterlife the Love for a person is intact, as well as each loving link. Only the Love allows our Deceased Loved Ones to search for us to communicate. Sometimes I speak also with people in coma who told me when their time has ended. When I do a reading I never know what to look for. The most of the Deceased People come to tell us that they love us and come to give us comfort.They are among us and can watch over us. Sometimes they can materialize little things like a coin or a necklace to give us a visible sign of their presence."
I don't ask nothing about myself to Natalie, but all of a sudden her face changes.
"There is a relative of yours ..." she says, portraying the person and telling about her. The things she says are exact.......
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PICTURES FROM N.Y.CITY.....
...where Natalie found out that also pets can communicate with their owners! Here is Natalie's account:

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Dearest Friends, I wanted to let you know to watch carefully the tapes that you get from the readings . Listen carefully to them . A woman that I gave a reading to here in New York has vouice on tape. As we all know this isnt the first time this has happened This has happened different times ddduring the course of messages that I have done for people. The unusual part of this one is that it is not your "Typical Reading" The womans PET came through with a message for her and as she recalled the messages in her tape. His voice (the meow) was distinctively heard .
So this is a first for me having had a pet come through. This is to let all of us know that not only our loved ones survive the change we know as death but our precious pets do as well. This woman who lost her pets was visually distraut over her loss and the communication came through with not only a message or two for her but the actual voice of her "Gentleman" as she called him . So please pay special attention to your tapes . This is a wonderful sign when this happens from our loved ones.
Love and Light Blessings too!
Natalie Smith-Blakeslee

DAILY CHRONICLE
Updates from Natalie (April,26,01)
"Michael and Claudio,
This is Me with Joanne Steele from the Tv show that was taped Sat. April 21
Name of the show was : "Unknown Zone"
in a two part series aired April and May 2001"



NATALIE'S JOURNEY TO ITALY March 01


-OLD NEWS-

MARCH 21/2001
NATALIE MISSED HER FLIGHT!
*You won't believe this!!!  the whole thing is a nightmare!
Natalie and Terry had a flat tire in the car on the way to the airport.  They
missed their flight to NYC.  They also missed their  7 Pm flight to Italy.  
Natalie will be arriving to NYC  at  8 20 AM tomrw morning NY time(Tues the 20th).  
I know you must feel disappointed. I dont know if they booked in another flight to Alitalia airlines. *

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The day after, their plane was full, so they had to stay another day in N.Y. City at Mary Ellen's.
We kept in touch with her to update this page
Many thanks to you, M.Ellen!
Thurs. March,22:
NAT IS IN ITALY SAFE&SOUND!
THEY FINALLY LANDED AT CATANIA's AIRPORT AT 2:00 PM!
Updated at: 23:00 Italian time (5:00 PM N.Y. TIME)
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I'm glad to tell you that some minutes ago, my friend "U" (I can't say his name
for security reasons, nor the Town where Natalie is now), telling me that they
were back from the restaurant where they have eaten a lot of good Sicilian
foods. Terry, who is a smoker like me, (OUCH!!) was in need to smoke a cigarette
but he saw the "No Smoking" awarning sign and he rushed out of the room. "
U"
followed him to explain that no one in Italy (especialy in the South), doesn't
smoke in the restaurants, bars, etc. being the penalty very low: a smoker here might pay at least $5 !!!! Hope you had a good laugh looking at Terry's picture!

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Updated on Friday, March, 23 -h:15:00 pm (9:00 AM N.Y. Time)
My friend said that Nat already made sketches and wrote down some words on a block-notes while he was driving them from the Airport to his Town.
Did she already "sniffed" some tracks?
More will follow!
C.
Updated at: 17:30 Italian time (11:30 AM N.Y. TIME)
Natalie's mission in Italy: to help an Amputated copule whose child was killed by criminals some years ago. During last months, Nat was able (from her home, 6,000 kms away from Italy) to draw a "map" of the place where the never found corpse of this unlucky boy should be buried. My friend was totally astonished by this incredible and accurate information given from the distance, so he decided to pay the tickets for Natalie and her family and host them in his house, to investigate more in the hope of finding the place where his son has been buried. My friend told me that yesterday night Natalie told him to stop his car while they were exactly in that side of the country where the murder had been done, no matter if Natalie didn't know the place and it was almost dark! -She seemed "
a tracker-dog, a magnet
From his home, Nat "saw" this odd structure (a bridge) calling it "the wheel"attracted by iron!"

------------------------------Please note how accurate is the shape of the road drawn by Nat!
Please note how the drawing of the winding road and of the "wheel" (the concrete bridge) done by Nat and the real ones (that I highlighted from the original picture) look similar!
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In the morning they went back there again. "U" was astonished by her, while looking around a little area THE EXACT PLACE where the other guy's corpse had been found!
According to this preliminary research, both guys would have been killed there!


Updated on: Saturday, March 24 at 9:00 AM (3:00 AM N.Y. Time)
Nat wrote down a lot of notes and sketches, I'll rush to them tomorrow, early in the morning, to help my friend to translate them. Then Nat will leave to Lauria with me. I'm planning a little sightseeing of the wonderful coasts and then we'll pass among the mountains of the Park of Pollino to arrive here. Want you please remember that tonight we'll set our clocks to the Daylight Saving Time (+1h) so we'll have +7 hours of difference compared with N.Y. Time. The weather is splendid, we'll have high temeratures (>28° C.!!) but during next week, they will be softer. No rain or snow storms here, our Springtime has already started!
Searching in Sicily

Monday, March 26: THE MEETING, AT NOON IN SICILY: AT MIDNIGHT WE ARE
SAFE AND SOUND IN LAURIA!
IT'S TOO LATE AND I'M HITTING THE BED! MORE NEWS TOMORROW
Updated: March,26:
I went to my Medical Office early in the morning, as usual, the clerk of the Hotel told me by phone that they were still sleeping, so I went back to them after 11:30 AM.
We took a little trip of Lauria's beauties, included a little old monastery (AD 1691) where Nat and Terry took pictures of the old paintings and altars. She told me that will put many pictures on her Website too.
Yesterday was a very busy day, journey apart, we translated her readings with my friend, Natalie hit a lot of marks but I can't tell you any because they are Top Secret news at this time.
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From Natalie
Hello Everyone ,We are fine and wish toThank everyone here in wonderful Italy .
I look forward to talking with many that have lost loved ones.Helping them to know that there loved are still around them.I was so happy to talk with Fran (Claudio's wife) and to help her to know that their son Nicole is still with both her and Claudio.
Ciao!!
Love and Light

Natalie
Updated: March 27: We went to Mom's, Nat get her a lot of help comforting her about Dad: he's fine and told her to not cry: he was too old and tired and wanted to go back Home. He's waiting for her but said that there is no hurry!
She also told my brother that he felt chest pain a couple of days ago, but it was not due to his heart, only muscular pain. He was astonished 'cause it was true!
My friend from Bari had two terrific readings in the morning. Nat told a lot of astonishing information, included that my friend "T" had a teddy bear and his name was "COCO'". I cried out:"That's Nicola's nickname too!!"
LAST UPDATE BEFORE WE'LL LEAVE TO RICCIONE!
March 28, afteroon.
We're packing our bags to leave to Riccione, tomorrow in the early morning, a long trip is in front of us, please send us lovely thoughts for a safe trip! -->

I'll be back on Sunday night so I don't know if I can tell you what happened there as soon. On Monday I'll surely update this page so you can read it at your lunch time, at least.I'm sure that Nat will have a big success there, she's a loving and nice person who wants to help grieving people, I think that we must respect and love her because her wonderful gift REALLY heal grieving people to accept God's Will, especially when He call our Children back Home. Terry has an astonishing knowledge on the Afterlife, we had terrific speechs and agreed about everything, he will read Bruce Moen's books to learn how to travel between focuses of consciousness, but HE also loves SALAMI AND ITALIAN PASTA LIKE ME!

LOVE,LIGHT & SERENITY.

CLAUDIO.

BACK HOME! (MONDAY, APRIL,2)

NAT DID A LOT OF READINGS AND SHE WAS FANTASTIC AMONG THE PUBLIC IN THE THEATER! She was able to see also a woman's dog who died by a bone cancer, she told her that they needed to make a lethal shot to stop its suffering: naturally she was right. A friend of mine was told that his Dad died by a bite of a dog, Nat thought of rabies, but the story was a little different: he felt down and broke a bone, an embolism killed him later. Also by phone, here in Lauria, she gave a lot of comfort to a grieving mother, she told her that her Son, when was a baby, was not able to call her "Mamma": she told her that's was right, 'cause Alex called her "MIMMI" for a long time!!

She contacted also my Father in law and told a lot of correct things about his life: she saw money, accountancy and in effect, he was the Director of the State Bookkeping in Cosenza! More she saw, while visiting my villa,a man wearing an iron armour (only on the chest), with a long sword and a long ponytail on his head: she was puzzled, me not: MY GRANDFATHER WAS A HIGH OFFICIER OF THE KING, they still wear armours, have long horse tails on their helmet and a long sword!

april,2 :INCREDIBLE!

WHILE I'M WRITING ABOUT HER, NAT PHONED FROM THE AIRPORT: SHE WAS NOT ABLE TO FIND ALLY's MILK IN ROME, SO SHE'S COMING BACK!!!!!

IF SHE HAD PHONED TO ME BEFORE, I WOULD HAVE ADDRESSED HER TO THE HOSPITAL CLOSE TO THE HOTEL WHERE MY COLLEAGUES WOULD HAVE SURELY GIVEN HER THE CORRECT MILK!!!

I'M VERY SORRY ABOUT THIS PROBLEM, MAY BE SHE WAS MORE WORRIED THAN SHE NEEDED!

NAT IS BACK!

APRIL,3,2001

THIS IS FROM MARY ELLEN:

Hello Claudio, Yes, Natalie arrived to JFK 15 minutes early, at 3:55PM NY time. She said hugs back to all of you, and she said she loved Rome!!! She is showing us movies and pictures of Italy! Ally is ok I brought her special formula to JFK. She is fine now. Thank you so much for being such a wonderful hostess to them!!! They are telling me all about you and your Mom, and your beautiful Villas!! Mary Ellen

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